Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts

Oct 12, 2010

C'est la vie







It's almost 2 am and maybe not the right time to write a "personal" post on this blog which is supposed to be about my business only. But well, I need to take it off...

I left my husband, there was no love anymore and a lot of problems we couldn't overcome. I made the decision last Spring and I won't enter in the details but things are getting ugly and I am left with nothing.

Thing is now I am leaving far away of Nashville because all the supposed friends I had were not there to help me. I am trying all I can to come back to Nashville because this is the only place I can find a part time job and continue to work like crazy on Recycled by Hyena.

I won't let it down, as I won't let down the 2 loves of my life who are sticking up with me. I am really down and depressed but I am trying to maintain my head out of the water and I have been working, very very slowly on the new collection. Not having my machines with me makes it extremely difficult and I have been doing a LOT of hand sewing.

Several months ago I told a friend I would prefer to have love and be happy than to have money, that I didn't "really"care about money. Karma bit me in the ass I guess as I now wonder if I won't be obliged to get food stamps.

Anyway I am part russian, I am "strong" and stubborn, and I am loved. It should be ok.

My last Fiber Jewelry creations, soon to be listed.



May 5, 2008

Dream




Fing Toys

Chris Brindley

Make It Awesome


When I come across these stores in my favorites on Etsy, their creations make me smile. As if these artists were creating directly in their dreams, as if it was made of clouds...

I am really depressed lately and looking at their work comfort me. I am also dreaming one day I will have enough money to afford one of their creations. In the meantime, all I can do is to share them.